One Day You'll Understand

Of course I'm not the same
I've dealt pain and felt loss
I tried to walk away
But my feet kept getting crossed
I sat down on the pavement
For some days with no calls
I was just trying to be myself
And i know I made it hell
But in time you'll understand how I felt baby
Time changes some things
I used to be someone else
Alright
Think I erased the good times
When I was just trying to heal
All was lost when the fire almost burned the house down
Hey
But I made it out safe and sound
Of course I'm not the same
I've dealt pain and felt loss
I tried to walk away
But my feet kept getting crossed
I sat down on the pavement
For some days with no calls
I was just trying to be myself
And i know I made it hell
But in time you'll understand how I felt baby
And while I can't go back
I can still apologize
But I know my words can't heal
They can't heal how you felt inside
Every misstep was a nick in your armor
Was supposed to keep you safe but I was never sober
I even told your mother I would make you my wife
Of course I'm not the same
I've dealt pain and felt loss
I tried to walk away
But my feet kept getting crossed
I sat down on the pavement
For some days with no calls
I was just trying to be myself
And i know I made it hell
But in time you'll understand how I felt baby